Here is the update I’ve been anticipating for quite a while. Remember that the following represents the paradigm of the doctors. What do doctors see? sick people.I am not sick and refuse to buy into their paradigm AND I do need help to build and reinforce my wellness paradigm.

Today’s video of my larynx revealed that my right vocal chord is paralyzed. The doctor said it may or may not be permanent (his paradigm) and it usually takes 6-12 months to heal from the brain surgery I had done so we can know the result.

Like the neurosurgeon (referring to the paralyzed right side of my tongue) he said it depends on the severed nerve and what kind of regeneration happens.

Please see my cranial nerve 10 healing at lightning speed for my full recovery of my life. after all, our bodies can do anything when we see it as truth. I sure did learn that back with the brain injury when those doctors said I would not get better.

When you believe it, you see it. Most people have that one backwards.

Thank you for your continuing love, support, prayers and healing energy. I still have so much to share with the world!

On Wednesday at 9:30 AM the larynxologist will feed the camera through my nose down into my vocal chords. Finally, the intention is that we wil have the info confirmed on what is going on with my breathing, speaking and swallowing.

Of course I kjnow the truth underlying all of what I created healthwise.

I “get” the Universe wants me to rest, to stop learning new things (I didn’t even research the condition the speech/swallow therapist tred to assign to me (hey, why should I own it?) and come from a place of nothing but pure love–of self. LOVE is the only answer. AND it must begin with loving my own True Self.

And the same goes for every person on the planet.

Yay! The MRI showed everything as perfectly normal–neck and lower brain. You can see the sac of fluid (?) where the tumor used to be. No sign of anything bad.

So why do I really need your help?

The surgeon aid my tongue will not recover–which, in his world means it always be paralyzed on the right side. That numbness causes the swallowing and speech difficulties.

I am not willing to buy into his paradigm–I love eating, drinking, speaking and singing too much to struggle for always.

When a client left me legally disabled with a brain injury back in 1996, the medical team also said I would not recover. I didn’t buy into their paradigm either and got better.

I didn’t get better all by myself. The Universe guided me all over the country to the people who help me heal. so here I am with entirely different symptoms yet the same situation.

Your continuing to see me whole and perfect, easily and comfortably eating and drinking anything I want, speaking easily and clearly and singing powerfully with volume–will help me manifest that reality. I am doing that too. The more people who do it, the bigger the thought form grows and the faster the Universe will lead me to that healing.

thank you for your loving support!

Well, I completed the 5th MRI today. I no longer fear them.

Thanks for all your support. It makes a huge difference.

Today’s experience was not the best. You wonder when they stop everything and completely change the hardware set-up. I wound up with my head/neck in one cage and my upper body in another. I could not have moved if I wanted to! Egad.

Breathing was really tough so I told myself I get to choose whose paradigm I live in–that of the medical team or mine.

Guess what choice I made.

In a way If eel like a little kid. every seemingly little accomplishment is such a huge step forward in my world. Happily my therapists share my wow excitement–they know how much work it takes to rebuild your body–and, firstly, your mind.

the other day a friend remarked that she had a cold and must have sneezed 50 times the previous day. When I told here I wished I could do that and then explained why she had a whole new appreciation and perspective on sneezing.

I can now blow my nose 99.9% of the time and I can do a pretty good spit (You gotta do that when you clean your teeth, right?) But I still cannot sneeze or cough or breathe in many positions. And one of those positions is lying on my back–which I have to d on WED AM for yet another MRI (this is the second on my neck). Please send Light so I easily accomplish lying on my back to complete a successful MRI(including nothing irregular showing!!!)

Oh Yeah–id i tell you I am playing piano again? YES! I LOVE keyboards. Only it has been so long since I’ve been able to use my fingers I forgot how to play so I dragged out all the beginner books I could find.

Hmm. I wonder why where my guitar books are???

Isn’t life grand!!!!!

I drove my car today. Now feel free again.

But wait–I also blew my nose today–no small feat. egad–so many muscles and nerves and vocal chords must coordinate to sneeze, cough, blow and spit. Still working on the others.

I had a spurt of energy and read al your loving comments. I may not have he energy to reply individually…please know how very much i LOVE each of you. I feel your powerfu support and energy fill me3 and get me through the toughest dys.
My PT tells me to slow down, that more is not better.;-)

I played piano the pothe dy. My hands are getting back feeling and I Know, now what causes the numbness. My PT is com[pletely amazing.
I start speech/swallow therapy full-on this week so the last pieces to my healing will come quickly.

I intend to drive within the next two weeks.

forgive the typos–don’t want to install Dragon dictate until I speak clearly.

Ali got herself out of the hospital ahead of their schedule yet behind her own. She wanted to be there for three days instead of three weeks. The social worker wasn’t going to let her leave until Friday but on Wednesday when I stopped by for lunch she was signing papers and arranging for someone to come and get her. Since I was already there we left together and went through the Panda drive-thru for some real chinese food and drove over to her house for lunch. She was still using the walker a lot then. Elizabeth stayed with her 24/7 for some days. We shared a cherry kombucha on New Years Eve and her daughter Nili called her when it was midnight in New York City. She got in touch with a friend from California who flew up and is staying with her for two weeks while she is building up her strength. She no longer uses the walker and her friend made her a tortilla wrap which she was able to eat. She still is experiencing a lot of pain from time to time and gets tired very easily. The computer is hard for her to use so she isn’t doing much on that besides netflix.

I stopped in early this afternoon and Ali was sitting up cross legged on her hospital bed looking completely normal. She is able to get up and walk without the nurses assisting her. She is eating solid food, the feeding tube was removed five days ago and she is ordering what she likes from the hospital menu. She’ll be home soon but be patient with her as it may be a while before she responds to your emails cards and calls.

Ali continues to improve and has more energy. She was able to try some regular food from the hospital cafeteria today. We talked for a while and watched a little Saturday Night Live on TV.